I'm weaving a rope and running all the red lights

Its not over tonight

2009-07-10T17:28:49Z

TGIF. No, i just passed friday. Today felt mundane. Very, selflessly mundane. Wasnt in the best of mood you could say..sorry.
Fuck L yeah. Trying to catch <The City> and obviously since i just got my computer reformatted, i dont have a flash player. _l_ Its been downloading on its own since 30 mins ago..and its still not done yet. Again, _l_

Sometimes i really dk wht's going on with a person. Why would they want to do stuff that attracts trouble. Trouble with them and the person whom they bring to. And I mean why the f am i even bothering to figure it out right ? Uggghhh. Thinking or planning smth too much just makes it less likely to happen..cause nth really goes according to plan. I so wanna try to stop thinking too, but i cant help if my mind goes wild on its own starts on these thoughts. Sighs. If only..

Im tired and sleepy but to go to sleep now feels so wasted. Lepak-ed today, feels exceptionally good after a whole week of school.

How could you be so heartless/hornnehh.
HEHE.

Dreams dreams..

2009-06-28T00:45:41Z

Hello. Its 8 on a sunday morning. Im up so early ? Nope. I DIDNT GET A WINK OF SLEEP. And tmr's school. So power. haha.
I think i'll get some sleep aft i finish playing. And wake up later to get my contacts and den catch a little more sleep and den back up for tuition, hopefully have a nice peacefully dinner and den somemore sleep ! And school next moorning. haha. No life ? Thanks alot. lol.
And school right now sounds perfectly horrible to me. Thinking of exams homeworks uni checks. Gawd they are asses sometimes.
My dad's abt to leave right now. I can hear all his sneezing and how annoying his shoes sounds. haha ! Safe flight pops !

Anyone has any remedies for thinking about someone waaaay too much ?? Cause I need it real bad. Like N-O-W. haha.

Dreams dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems it seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
The things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend

Its been again how longs since i posted lyrics ?? Haha. The only part where it sounds so true.
2 years ago and even now.
Okay i need to stop wht im doing. haha. If i dont..Im gonna go into a bitch rage next.
Toodles.
i miss you sounds very corny but still..I MISS YOU. LOL.

hhhaaazel @ 2009-06-26T23:26:00

2009-06-26T15:43:25Z

Kill off the lights !! Cause i'm not your boyfriend baby.

Just finished MTV's tribute programme to MJ. A legend. I always remembered how thriller's mv used to scare me..And how we would use to sing you are not alone during primary school days. And now the king's gone. RIP king of pop.
Today's clear blue skies kinda brought up my day a little. And the stroll back home in the breezy dark night defintely sparked off some thoughts. Many actually..
Im sleepy. And I dont think i'll be smiling into my dreams tonight.
xoxo.

hhhaaazel @ 2009-06-22T23:16:00

2009-06-22T15:16:40Z

KNNBCCBCISJAHDIUWYOEAKWHGDUFAGUJIWDOJAISJFISJZIDS @#$%^&*)*^%$#@
NO EXTEND HOLIDAY !
_l_
how is lovely is spore again you tell me.
RAWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

hhhaaazel @ 2009-06-22T19:07:00

2009-06-22T11:12:25Z

Hmmm..i should be well off with my homework now BUT noooooo. My lazy ass is tooo lazy to get started on homeworks. Blogging facebook and twittering somehow seems more fun..Ahh yes. Dont forget there's the revision toooo. I could use the holiday extension. PLS PLS PLS. VOTE VOTE VOTE. Vote for them to extend the holidays. http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm
I mean all of us really want somemore hols right. VOTE PPL ! A week could really be helpful. Heh heh. Alright. Pls vote vote vote. This is more important than some idol thingy. VOTE.
Its 7 in the night and i need to get started on my workk. I really do.
TOOOODDDDLLLLEEEESSSS.

hhhaaazel @ 2009-06-15T23:03:00

2009-06-15T15:23:45Z

Hi hi hi hi hi. Other than hi i dont know how to start the post with already. Losing great amount of words for chucking into sentences since its the holidays. My brain kinda just stopped running when time hit friday last last week. Okay so other than eating i guess facebook, jap drama and more jap dramas are sorta all intruding in my life now. I want to partaaayyyeeee and go shopping ! And get a medi or pedi done. And i've got majolica majorca ! Yatta. Long live mum and dad ! HEEEE. And and a real killer wallet. Samantha Thavasa. Its real cute ! And a pair of sandals ! YAYAYAYAY ! Andddd. A Burberry mum bought there is surprisingly fair. Price i mean. Andddd.(Oh god so many ands. HAHA.) Mum has this pretty pretty very cute shade of pink shoes ! They are sooooo gorgeous. Sighs. $$$ COME TO MAMA !

Well..okay. There are things seriously bugging me now. I tot they didnt liked american guys or english songs but like ZOMFG..I mean seriously so now i guess cute/hot american guys are back in the trend ? NO NO WAIT. They were always in trend BUT BUT...To only go crazy about them now is so.....OUTDATED. I mean no offense but to only start digging and finding such cute sex gods in 2009 ??? SERIOUSLY. THEY WERE SO MUCH HOTTER WHEN THEY FIRST CAME OUT. Like duh right. Not only the recent k craze is driving me outta my mind, but now this. Its like WTF IS HAPPENING TO THIS WORLD.

Ughhhh this is driving me nuts.

hhhaaazel @ 2009-05-29T22:15:00

2009-05-29T16:51:24Z

Ahhh~ the beginning of summer. The hot air everyday is already wearing me down fast. But start of summer means there would be a summer collection everywhere ! YAY. oooh. Cant wait to spam my wardrobe with new clothes. How i would love to get my babies all in one shot during the GSS ! Summer also means holidays !!! But i dont think i'll be able to enjoy much with alll the exams coming up. Hmm..heard show's coming but my ftisland tooo !!! AHHH MY DEPLETING BANK ACCOUNT. It wasnt much to start off with either....-.-hah.

Ideas for summer anyone ?

hhhaaazel @ 2009-05-24T05:25:00

2009-05-23T21:26:15Z

Bless that goooood and loving taxi uncle for giving us a free ride. OMG. I LOVE YOU UNCLE. so much.

hhhaaazel @ 2009-05-23T14:34:00

2009-05-23T06:49:47Z

My day couldnt have been worst and its only the beginning. I had my plans. was to just go out and relieve myself from all the shit. but i friggin got no clothes and my rooms a mess and the noise outside is just making it worst. Its been awhile since running away was put on repeat. Now its back on, i think my heart is probably going to have a 10.8 quake. Its my dad's day today. I just feel so crushed.. i dont feel like doing anything but to hide in my sheets and cry my heart out. i cant believe today's plan got ruin like tht.

hhhaaazel @ 2009-05-22T23:26:00

2009-05-22T15:41:32Z

And the tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

I burst out just like a tap. I couldnt stop. Mad world described the feeling so well. And these lines were how it was 15 minutes ago. I didnt even know what the fucking crying all about. I just fucking lost it infront of everyone. UGH ! Tmr i seriously need my time alone to think. wtf was this emo outbreak.

Look HERE !

2009-05-03T14:38:49Z

Has anyone caught Gossip Girl yet ? Well right now i'm sorta a big fan of it can cant wait to share this. hehe.
The clothes, the beautiful people, the houses and all the partying on upper east side seems fabulous !!
And Leighton Meester and Blake Lively always looks soooo gorgeous.
And how come their school has such awesome uniforms while mine looks like some ugly treee ?

Queen B. always has the uniform to die for in GG.

and then again..theres serena(blake lively)

Okayy. In season 2 little J. looks good too, while mr bass and nate is forever soooo delicious looking...
more photos next time.
till then, XOXO.
You know you love me.

let's boogie on

2009-04-30T15:31:41Z

OH YES. the long weekend is here~ I had to endure so much before getting these three days of rest. Umm..sorry wrong. NO REST !! I need to get all those frigging formulas inside my dead brain !!
I dread school so much these days. it seems to be draining more than enough energy from me and the midyear's coming..you should know what that means. yes, tons of homework that would haunt you dead.
Oh god talking about the dead, us friends when to catch a movie this evening and it scared the shit outta me. I orobably wont ever get its storyline but looking at those shitfaces i dont think anyone would remember its storyline. heh.
So i guess getting to know me books better is kinda top piority than to a chillax session with my breakfast club

last friday. i love fridays. they always give the hapy vibes. thats why friday for me is called happy day. hahah. friday night is always busy my girl. me first m18 show !! oh god i tell you, we were screaming thru the whole thing. They look so painful.
and only did we hit town den we realise that pressing the capture button on the camera was so addictive. one after another after another and after somemore others !! heheh ^^

i tried and...

ooh remember to wash my hands and your hands.
you dont want swine flu do you !!
AH SWINE~~~~
hahah.

Fairies and machine guns

2009-04-11T08:06:27Z

Saturday morning at the dentist's.
Gloomy days like these seems to bring me mood up a little.
Had a day out with my girl ytd. a little bit of shopping and yoshinoya+chilling at clarke quay. We can get so caught up in almost any random topic. haha. Getting dupe by the sticky eyescream guy was the second highlight of the day. well, next to the mafia. OHHH. exciting life we had !! Ended the day with a midnight show with the group. OH JACKIE MELTS MY HEART. and then it was back home with chaba in the back of my mind. eeew huh. hah.
And omg. i've been eating so much lately im gonna become fatty bom bom soon. ):
And and, im getting way to obessed with high ended fashion goods.
ooh ooh, im getting married next week. You wanna come ? haha.

"so handsome !!"

"so old~"

"you care me..."

do this about 15 times. haha. it made me laugh like 23456789

MONDAY BLUES~~~

2009-03-30T13:27:02Z

Upside up ?

As if monday blues werent bad enough, today morning started with my mom screaming into my ears just to get me outta bed. Gawd. I hate it when she does that. I think school would have been better.
Anywho, caught <Detriot Metal City>, wasnt as good as i expected. I didnt knw when to start laughing and when to not. The storyline prolly sucked pretty bad. Had NO IDEA wht it was trying to express. Death metal also bring dreams ? haha. LOL.
So kat-tun's new single is hot. Got caught onto it only aft 2 times the mv was played on mtv. And i have to say, switf dance moves jin !! Schooooool's late tmr. YAY !

OH. Before i go typing nonsense on GG or anything else. I wanted to blog about this thing...BAD.
Ytd when i was at the doctor's, i saw this young kid, 10 i think ? And so he was sitting at a corner alone. I didnt pay much attention to him until his name was being called by the lady at the front counter. He went to the counter ALONE, so i was thinking, his parents were maybe outside the clinic waiting for him ? But no, his parents were nowhere to be found. He went to the counter alone, showing no emotions, to get wht the lady was telling him about how to take his medicine and to pay up and stuff, I just couldnt keep my eyes off him...He was only 10 and had to do all these on his own. He just kept nodding his head when the lady told him that how much cough syrup he was suppose to take and all those. He didnt even know how much to take out when the lady said it was 45 bucks. At that moment i was really sad, like my heart really ached..like how could his parents not follow him to the doctor's ? He was only what ? 10 ? How could he have known wht to say to the doctor when he asked wht was wrong with his body ? Or wht if he fainted while crossing the road on his way home ? I mean, me, 16 this year, still acted like a baby, insisting my dad had to follow me inside to the doc's room and tell him wht was wrong with me. I guess that kid is just really independent. His parents were really irresponsible thou. I mean tht kid was only 10 !! Ah, it just makes my heart ache again thinking of tht scene.. I really should grow, mentally. I just feeel so sad for that kid. ahhhhhhhh. I think ytd, was the first time, i ever wanted to be someone's older sister so badly. Like i actually wanted to help and protect that kid. WOAH HAZEL ! haha. Is this sisterly instincts ? lol. Is ther even such things ? hah. Anyway, i feel real good to have shared this with you. (; bless that kid out ther.

love you. xoxo.

ADDICT

2009-03-26T13:51:19Z

I think im addicted to facebook. AND twitter. hahhaa.
add me if you're on it.
next is prolly jugem. ^^ cant wait.
school's a bitch and so are the railings in the canteen.
Off to droool about my nate archibald.
You know you love me. XOXO.

When i grow up...

2009-03-21T17:57:34Z

I wanna see the world and drive nice cars and be an a-lister. HARHAR.
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So, my eyes and throat are killing me with this itch and im halfway thru my composition for english class. And its the frist time i've been so excited about an essay like this. I have so many ideas in that almost-dead brain of mine. haha. I mean reading is just wonderful..esp novels. Like twilight. ^^ Its like having to escape reality and all the shitzxsz life's been throwing you for just that little while.. And then just poof back to reality realising that there WON'T be prince charming waiting for you to get into his arms. haha. Heart-breaking isn't it ? hah.

So, more workload for tmr, since Ms lazy here feels like blogging and snacking and watching GG rather than completing her very-fast-ending holiday homework. This holiday is over wayyyyy to fast man. I havent had any REAL fun and then we're alll back to school on monday morning. BOOOHOOO. So anyway, thursday and friday was great. I had a good time althought I was a walking fashion diaster on both days. Im thinking heels just dont work magic on me. BUT !! Im gonna work hard to own those ass. hehe. But how come B and S can pull it off so wellllll in GG ?? Omg. Even with green hairbands and red coat, they can so pull it off. I would look like a walking christmas tree i those two colours were on me. hehe. And i think im having the hots for Chace Crawford. HE LOOOOOOK SO GOOOD. SUCH A HOTTIE. ahha.
A convo in msn is really making me llloook boring....esp as a 16 year old. OMG. I BETTER GET STARTED ON FACEBOOK ALR !

Nighty nighty. Dont let the bedbugs bite. xoxo. haha. (:

XOXO

2009-03-17T13:37:59Z

I finally finally found Gossip Girl season 1 aft like a million years. yay. And its on a chinese webbie. Gawd. -.- haha.

Hmmm..
Ytd was laocai's bday (YOU HAD A GREAT TIME DIDNT YOU. LIKE WE TOLD YOU !! AHA), and today's Yillis. Birthdays come and go so quickly man~~ and when's mine ? Still a long way to go babe. hehe ^^

Zouk was saikoo! Did we see marcus ? ahha. Danced like some bleedin' fuck.(If it burns enough calories, i would go everyday. haha !)
It was a hell loada fun for almost 2 hours of queuing. Plus had school early the next day. *p/s, Eyelid mode on monday morning: REACHING DA FLOOOOR. hehe. ^^ and i managed to look dishevelled enough in all of the group photos..so i only put one up. hehe.

My shoulders are aching from all the lying around. yep, today and monday was spent just sleeping and lazing around the house with James Morrison on repeat and a boook borrowed from Jo. The book got me wondering on marrying a kakkoi rockstar and spend happily ever after with him. IM SO UP TO IT. haha. Rockstars are the coolest things...well, next to show(DUH). hahhaah.
My dad has pizza ready ! Wonder when he'll be back..so i can start muching on those babies and watch GG. >> :) And speaking of the devil....HE ARRIVED!! WITH NICE SMELLING FOOOD~~~(:

My words came out like these>>> @#$%^&*)(*&^%$#@. Makes no sense to anyone aye. No one takes it seriously.. And well, i guess i missed out pretty much EVERYTHING today. haha. (: I mean, you know sometimes, you have this feeling, like things would go wrong or go awkwardly werid ? And no matter how much you try shrugging it off your back, it would still be ther, not moving an inch...this is it. THE weird feeling. From the start, i alr had thing nagging feeling that it would be so weird if were to go or whtsoever. And i didnt know why i still bothered gettng ready when i know im not going anywher. Why am i writing al these nonsense again ? I am so big a loser.

You know you love me. OOO.

go away !!

2009-03-13T17:31:47Z

YAY. The weekends's here !!! so are the holidays.

ahhh~~ im so sad and crushed. Show left alr..leaving me all curious and thinking until my brains explode. booohooo >> ): and my jap needs picking up. LOL.

Hi show. i love you. ahha. ALOT. I really do. lol. HE LOOKS DAMN DAMN GOOD DOESNT HE. how i wish.......(hehehe!!) He's like the only Taiwan star im so insane with. wooohooo.

I had fun that 3 days. LUCKY too. A few ばばs kinda spoiled the day a little. I think sunday was the best..~aft wht happened of course...hahah. Well, thank you everyone, for helping us with all the stuff we needed to get done. I hoped he ate the cupcakes. ahhh. im thinking too very very hen duo much again. The 3 days ended so quickly i feel kanashii. ): haha. like homestay. so fast, den before you know its alr a sunday, wher everyone had to go. Im so gonna do it again. so im saving up, for april. wheer i'll be getting marrieddddd.hahah. LOL. -.- My english is not making any sense AND IT SOUNDS SO CHEEENA TO ME. _l_

Omg. and i've got no idea wht to write. Seriously..Everyone seems to be locking their blog now hur. So secrective~ i wonder wonder wonder wht are they hiding about. hahaha.

I wanna catch the hills marathon. Living ther itself is alr a drama. cant imagine more boy drama. haha. Having to breathe in hollywood's air bright and early, Peoples magazine in your mailbox, starbucks while strolling through berverly hills, being a fashionista plus heavy partying. This kinda life sounds pretty good to me. haha.wht am i talking about again..i sidetrack ALOT these few days.

SHUCKKKKKKS. Thers this obake show on tv. ITS MIND BOGGLING MAN. I've been trying to figure out its story line everr since the start. I..............................................
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oh and actually, i was really just filling up the space above..i didnt really wanted to blog. ther's ONLY this one thing i want to say.
GO AWAY YOU ANNOYING FUCKED UP LITTLE CRAP. GO AWAY !!

oh and..Thank you bowling bowling. Duck rice outside nvr tasted as good as today's.

Back again

2009-03-03T12:19:07Z

I went back praying. Praying for the littlest things. I got so messed up on sunday night and monday morning. I got so upset with myself and letting things be that way. But right before the papers, i prayed. a short little prayer. and it calmed me down so fast. And i was all ready again. Simple things do get back so much in return felt hard for me last time. I was desperate to find an exit. and i did find it. Never before i felt so....real. Real as in im myself. thank you god. thank you.

and hi. i ended my tests today ! yay. happy me jumping round room with full stomach. lol. i studied well and did what i should. Hopefully everything goes well. No point of me faking i didnt study and say oh-my-god-im-so-gonna-fail and im-so-not-on-study-mode-today and then end up with As. ooooo. hahha.

I just had a burger. A HOMEMADE ONE. so sinful i think im gonna put on like 85 kg. HAHA. And i did not go to the gym today. and show's coming. THIS FRIDAY. OMFG.

I wanna get outta singapore and outta (you know who)'s face. HEHE. lol. i havent finish iwgp. which im going to complete now.
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ARE YOU THINKING THAT IM DOING SOME PROJECT SHIT OR WHATEVER? HAHAHA.
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its not actually.
ITS A DRAMA WITH MY MY MY TOMOYA KUN. AND ALSO YAMAPI. haha. such love leh me. haha.

Flashback

2009-02-28T18:01:42Z

WTF IS WRONG WITH MY EYES @#^^%$#

yay. pretty double eye lids. ahha.

Hello you you you you you. IM EATING MACDONALDS NOW WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. I NEED TO HAVE SELF CONTROL. AHHH. haha. lol. Show's coming nxt week and i'll be going and i MUST look good. NO MATTER WHT. like even if i fall i also must fall nicely. hahah !
I CANT FRIGGING AFFORD TO EAT NOW MAN. ESP NOW. WHEN IM GOING TO SLEEP SOOON. but so delicious....SO...HAHAHA.
This means more more workout nxt week ! but i'll be so busy with fandom. i've got so much to do. OMG. I CAN JUST IMAGINE NXT WEEK.

I just finished studying for my science. IT WENT WELL. I DIDNT SLEEP HALFWAY THRU...okay. a little..ahha. I WAS TIRED WHT. lol. at least i learned something. Friday's lesson was productive. I finally learned something about chemistry. yooohooo. Next is poa poa poa. Exams, pls hurry up and finish. and i hope you'll let me have a nice and pretty result slip with no underlines. ): cos..
I need a frigging break.
I wanna go back to rome. to paris. to fremantle. to that farm in perth with the prettiest sunset and the brightest starlit night.
OH. AND DID I TELL YOU THAT FREMANTLE IS THE PRETTIEST POST CITY I'VE EVER SEEN. I just wanna go back there and take a stroll to the harbour at dusk wher everything is so relaxed and the breeze so cooling with slow music in my ears.

It IS pretty.

And there you go again. after time and time. doing it over and over.
im so sick of this.
you make me very very disapointed in you.

and im sorry. for whatever is that i said.
or for whatever it is that you dont find nice about me.
im becoming a monster everyday with my words.
but you can be a meanie sometimes. >>>>>>):

Sun sun sunday

2009-02-22T09:55:58Z

Oh gawd its alr a sunday ! and im having tuition in another half and hours time. O's is coming down hard and im so glad the appeal for dropping home ec has been approved.
I so need need to get going my sciences and poa. Realising i know nuts about science and poa makes me a little.....FREAKED OUT. haha. I've been staying out late on weekends and havent been buring myself in stacks of books. I so neeed to confess on my sins. haha. I've been sleeping alone these few nights. SO COOL. haha. i need the lights thou. I need moneh neh for shopping. can i cant wait for tmr's chinese essay writing class. YOU KNOW WHY. hahaha. i dont think my parents know how serious o levels are.

yillis tng neh neh. how long have we not been taking these kinda pictures...HARHAR.

Yui ; Rio ; Towel ; Blue boy

2009-02-16T15:45:24Z

元気ですか ? I wonder what you all are doing right now. aha.

My 1st ever homestay was so fun !! everyone was so nice and kawaii. haha.
My valentine day was very very well spent with friends whom i love so much !! Although my leg were aching so bad and getting dark rings aft only 6 hours of sleep for the past 3 days, i would nvr exchange it for anything ! hha.
Yui and Rio are such angels !
They are so cute, actually introducing us to TOWEL(most popular guy in their school), and convincing him to take a picture with us. And blue boy too !! HAHAH.
Yillis and i was going crazy over some present we were gonna give to our girls. And we ran away ALOT, just to find that prefect gift. ahha. WE GOT IT IN THE END. AND THEY LIKED IT (: yatta !! LOL.
Thank you everyone for everything ! (: (: (: (:

OMG. Dramatic day today and i think im most probably going to hell.
School is so not my kinda place right now esp with all the strong emotions going thru me everytime i see poeple. And it just so happened today.
Happy, sad, angry, all of it came to me at once. You cant decribe the the werid feeling of it. I wanna cry so loud cos im sad, im wanna scream so much into people's face cos im mad and i just wanna laugh and jump ard cos im happy but when it all come together, i felt so empty inside.
LIKE E-M-P-T-Y. Like an deep black hole that swallows me up every every time.
My dad has been a doll to me but i bet hes gonna change like tmr morning and start his old and lonnnnngg nagging.
GAWD. The last post about letting everything out, it was just letting llike 17% out. Today i reallly reallly let EVERYTHING out. EVERYTHING !!!! Like a 109% ! haha. yeah. i didnt feel anything this time. cos i really meant everything i said althought i used ALOT of ugly words for it. It was the real me for a little while of today.
I dont hate you nor anyone else. Not actually HATE yet...

And i am sorry, sorry for all my pretense, sorry for acting like that.

Oh. TODAY !

2009-02-13T16:10:03Z

KONICHIWA !! OMG. I am so happy these past few days. I spent so much time with people whom i really care and wanna hang out with. YAY !! And today is also a happy day. hahaha. I had so much fun today and i met new friends. So...things aren't really tht bad.. LOL. well, except for....(you knw wht and wht.) HA-HA.

yay. going to rain now and im feeeling so (=

YOU contradict yourself so fucking much, you make me sick !

大好き !!

Not a happy birthday.

2009-02-10T13:48:59Z

Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you.

I feel so weird having to think of you this way but...Today, at some point of time, i felt utterly disgusted by your words and your actions. and definitely you as a person. BUT only sometimes. I feel so crap-ed(is this a word? gawd.) up today. BARHH. I have enough emo posts. I want a happy happy kawaii post. But my days dont just pass like this. ): I feeeeel so werid+_______+________+______........ + so many different kinds of indescribable feeelings every single day. Not excatly emo but when they all come out together, they do spell E-M-O-T-I-O-N-A-L.

I dont like"busy".

hhhaaazel @ 2009-02-05T22:45:00

2009-02-05T14:45:05Z

Hello sad song. ):

Everyone's busy doing something right now huh. Gaming, sleeping, tv, studying, dramas, blogging. No one seems to have time to do anything else. I miss doing all the little things. Hanging out, talking about all the happening stuff, gossip, making fun of weird ppl on the streets.
I wanna spend time doing things like tht with meaningful ppl but.....everyone's oh-so-busy kinda attitude just puts everything off. Wher's the "oh. im free 24/7" now ? I feel like calling everyone i have on the phonebook but i would probably ruin their whole happy afternoon.
Sometimes a phone call or a short lunch is all i need to get everything working again but.........

): ):

Wher's company when i need it most ?