| Hello there, |
[Feb. 19th, 2011|09:08 pm] |
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 Only about 0.83548% of this is locked for over emotional posts.I am HAZEL.hazelnut. Nothing more than plain and ordinary. I love laughing. at my own jokes or people with funny expressions.
I like funny people.they can make my day alot better.
I come up with words that you wont normally think of. I can blush like a tomato for the slightest reason.
I do pretty ccrazy stuff.
I love long bus rides and long walks in the dusk and ogling at pretty boys and girls.
Fashion food and boys makes me wriggle all over with excitement.
I have hots for jap peepole.
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|03:31 am] |
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Im only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.
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| 1 thing 2 say |
[Oct. 20th, 2009|12:35 am] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | 1st Lady - Never Be Replaced | ] |
Sometimes i wished i had superpowers. Den i would be able to fly away and dont come back, i would be able to ace all my tests and exams and blah blah blah f, i would be able to teleport from one place to another so i can be right beside you, i would be able to cram all the effing ss geog notes inside my brain, i would be able to think like a grown up, i would be able to save the world and myself from all the heartaches. But im less than a superhero. Im not even a sidekick ! See how bad my wish for superpowers aint gonna come true ?
Maybe its the exams starting to eat on me but i feel so sad these days. I can effing kick up a big fuss and start crying and whining for apparently anothing at all. I hate these kinda days because i would feeel all sucky.
Its hard, so hard to pretend,pretend like strangers with someone you onced bared everything to, who've watched you cried for some fucker and given you all the advice you need, who've seen you without makeup, at your ugliest, no voice face, who've you had to share almost everything with, who've you gossiped with about almost everyone, who've you...
Cause when the whole world's crashing down on you, you would just feeel like running up to that person and hug them so tightly and start crying and telling them how everything suck. But you cant ! Cause they are no longer there for you anymore. You have to walk pass them and smile at them like you've just met them but deeep inside you know so bad its hurting like fuck.
I want back all those nights and all those mornings we would spent tgt and waking up next to each other, all the shit stuff i would teach you ot how we would be discussing over how bitchy some girl was, how we would want our wedding to be like, how we would make out with stars(this is crazy haha).
I couldnt have missed you more..Its killing me to watch us be like this. ):
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| Just ride with me, roll with me |
[Oct. 12th, 2009|01:51 am] |
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| | Ne-yo - Do You | ] |
Hey y'all.
Ne-yo has been on repeat since ytd. Mad, sexy love, part of the list, do you. He's mad talented. Dont you think ?
Stirred emotions. Study/dinner dates. Crazy funny videos. Shit talks. Singing. Ice cream. Picture spam.
Just finished school this week and yes i was happy but....i dk man. Empty ? No no. Gosh i need new words. NEW WORDS. Stayed back after school on friday and did a photoshoot with my classmates. And i realise i would miss these people so so much ! I finally ended my secondary school life. I've been waiting forever. Now it happened i wish i could.....oh well.
Okay, anyway, I think imma need a long time on this post. You know how many pictures i have to get it up here ?!?!?!
See. 4E4. 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you. I love you. EEEE SO MUSHY. haha. ^_^
Okay. next picture spam. This one was on friday. Dinner at Haato. Was a tad late. The bus ride and long walk was worth it. Nice place with tumble tower to play with. Okay...the car joke...and the ketchup. -.- pls. ahha. Yummmmz the waffle gelato. The power of multi-shots and photo editor. haha.
And this last one was.....last week i think ? Chillaxxx session with classmates. How lovely. + Frolicks, yoshinoya, new shoes, headband. That day was a good day. REPEAT REPEAT REPEAT !
Songs for this week:
1. Mad
2. Bulletproof
3. Every Morning
Watched this at Macs and couldnt get it off my head. They are so goood. So much emotion. If only i could dance as half as good.
No i dont wanna go to bed, mad at you. ):
Tick tick tick tick
On the watch
And life's too short
For me to stop
Oh baby
Your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt
This time baby
I'll be bulletproof
And my favourite song this week and the next and the following and the......well you get it. ahha. FOREVER. lol.
Every morning I wake up and I think of you with a smile on my face
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| Teenage dreams in a teenage circus |
[Sep. 26th, 2009|02:10 am] |
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| | Katy Perry - Thinking Of You | ] |
I need shopping shopping shopping. Look at those pretty pretty shoes. Been watching <Confessions of a shopaholic> twice now. And yes, shoes and clothes doesnt treat you like how ppl/boys will. They wont rebute back, they wont not love you, they wont leave you when you need them the most. THEY WONT. They make you so much happier and gives you more confidence !!
Like back on monday, when i bought the cropped tee and my ring and my earrings i felt soooo happy i can fly. YES YES SERIOUS. Even if there was school on tuesday, the next day, it felt like a friday night to me ! The feeling is indescrible. Shopping is just the ultimate, ULTIMATE stress reliever. And when i get really really upset and feel like eating alot, when i start my shopping spreee, its like WOW...total escape from the sad and unfair and really mean reality !!
I mean wht could be better than spending a saturday in town clad in your best top, killer straight cut jeans, your new Burberry Blue Label bag and your favourite pair of heels strutting down the taka and cine and everywhere !! Sounds heavenly right ?? If only life can be so fair to meeeeee.
But meanwhile, my depleting bank account doesnt allow me to do. SO I CAN JUST KEEP ON DREAMING. Sighs. Nice imagination hur. I dk man..this is wht keeps me going. I dont study. I thinnk of stuff like that, YEAH. I KNOW. F-A-I-L.
This is crazy but whenever i start drifting off and stare into the blank space during class or before i go to sleep, my heads starts going "i gotta get that jacket, vest, dress, sandal, heels, skirt ect ect ect..." or i'll start to match my outfits together. Like which pair of shoe to go with which jeans, what bag to bring...or or !! I start to get really in the mood and start thinking why some jacket/blazer dont have the colour i want...and den i'll think of designs !! "I wanna make my own blazer !!" i'll go.
OH KILL ME PLS SOMEONE.
This is a dreaming post. Sorry. I cant help dreaming like that these days. My heart hurts ): and the only way to get out of it is to think of pretty things i could barely afford with my own $$. Dreaming helps. Although its tough, to be THAT far away from the new bags, shoes, clothes you want....
"Because when i shop the world gets better, it is better. And then its not anymore, and i need to do it again."
& Today, was alright. Hot hot weather ! Classes were way to shagged. Too boring and faces around me just brought it all down.
Went out originally for dinner but ended up somehow like a chatting session. Stupid ghost stories made me bring my phone into the shower(had to on songs cause i was too scared. BUAHAHA. loser.)
Satisfied the night with macdonalds at home and ALOT of coke. HEHE. I love coke.
My fingers arent so busy nowadays already(get wht this mean?? GUESS GUESS ! hah.)
OH, and i need my gossip girl..24hrs a day with school occupying at least wht....6/7/8 hrs! is not enough.
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